I have had a crush on somebody named Jubal Brown for more than a year. Somebody claiming to be Jubal Brown has been sending me all these messages all week. It is absolutely necessary that we figure out exactly who this is. It is somebody who knows a great deal about me and follows everything I do on facebook. Jubal Brown has just posted a nasty reply to one of my notes. I am really wondering what is going on. Maybe I am just a dumb blond. Maybe my friend Logan is playing a joke on me....

Sorry. Can only write a short note. My girlfriend has been around the whole time. I had to write what I wrote on your facebook because I have to cover up. I don’t want her to find out what really happened with Suzy. Suzy is angry with me also.
You’re causing quite a stir! Chaos!! Secretly, I’m enjoying it, but I have to pretend not to.
How big is your clitoris by the way? I happen to have a fascination for girls with oversized clitorises.


On Oct 27, 2009 11:53pm, Lydia Workman <lydiaworkman@yahoo.ca> wrote:
> You have such twisted dreams. I kind of like them.
>
> I have been reading about alchemy and how they used to cover metal in shit to try to turn it into gold as part of their complicated process. Your dream reminds me.
>
> Interesting that you are that into Crowley. I didn’t really it was such a huge interest for you and that you would have that poem memorized.
>
> I wasn’t really upset when you told me about Suzy and last night. Maybe it is hard to get jealous when a person says the sex was barely worth having and she puked on the floor. Doesn’t sound very sexy or exciting to me.
>
> The photos were pretty interesting. The guy said it was the first time he had shown his personal pornography to another person. Wonder if I should believe it. It was my fault, though. I always walk right into things. I decided I just had to show him these
> pictures of a certain fetish model. It turns out he is quite into bondage and knew lots of interesting photographs to show me as well and then he had the ones of him and his ex-girlfriend. The rope dress was interesting. She wore it well. The girl had a very large clitoris. Interesting. Her head is partially shaved. Not exactly the most attractive woman, but she still looked sexy. Interesting enough.
>
> I don’t really do too much casual sex with people. It forms energy bonds that are hard to break. It’s best to be selective with those you sleep with. People trade energies and become more like each other. Not so nice to become like an unsatisfactory person. I imagine casual sex can be quite fun. I used to enjoy phone sex a lot and feel there is nothing wrong with being promiscuous in that way.
>
> You are a strange man. You barely speak to me and then you tell me all this personal stuff.
>
> --- On Tue, 10/27/09, Mr Brown
> popopazuzu@gmail.com> wrote:
>
> From: Mr Brown popopazuzu@gmail.com>
> Subject: Re: Re: Seeking Dark Pagan or Satanist For Friendship First - 33 (Downtown)
> To: "Lydia Workman" lydiaworkman@yahoo.ca>
> Received: Tuesday, October 27, 2009, 4:24 PM
>
> Yes. I actually know that poem by heart. I was deeply into Crowley at one point. Still am, but more focussed on other things at the moment.Those sound like interesting pics. Maybe you should have gotten intimate with your friend!
>
>
>
> I had another dream. This time you had me tied up in a basement and you were holding posters you had printed up to do your postering campaign. I was begging you to show them to me, but you refused and said that I would be the laughing stock of the city once everybody saw them. Then I noticed that you had Suzy tied up naked in a corner. You untied me and told me that I had to go over and kick her a few times in the stomach. Then you told me to hold her down on the ground while you took a shit on her face. The strange thing was that the shit was gold. I asked you why it was gold and you yelled at me and said - What colour do you think a powerful magickian’s shit would be?????
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> On Tue, Oct 27, 2009 at 11:31 AM, Lydia Workman lydiaworkman@yahoo.ca> wrote:
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> I don’t know. Still kind of in awe of you responding to my personal ad with a poem I like. Keep me posted on your dreams and fantasies. I find it all very interesting.
>
>
> You asked me about my dates. I accidently stood one up and the other one postponed. 3 or 4 of them have been emailing me. This guy at the Wicca church invited me over to his place. We drank wine and then he wanted to make out with me before I left. It was weird.
>
>
> He showed me all these pornographic pictures of him and his ex-girlfriend. I actually know his ex-girlfriend, so it was weird to see her in all these rope dresses and with her clit hanging out. It was interesting. I saw a lot of cool pictures.
>
>
> He wanted my phone number, but I haven’t got it memorized yet. I don’t want to get mixed up in any serious relationship and people move kind of fast. Never know if they want
> sex or a relationship or whatnot.
>
> I’m looking forward to seeing my mother next week-end and taking a break from all the craziness. Get in touch with my inner child.
>
> I have all sorts of sexual stuff I think, but I always forget to type it out to tell you. Maybe one of these days I’ll remember when I’m at the computer screen. Then I could tell you what it would be like to be owned by me.
>
>
> --- On Tue, 10/27/09, Mr Brown popopazuzu@gmail.com> wrote:
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> From: Mr Brown popopazuzu@gmail.com>
> Subject: Re: Re: Seeking Dark Pagan or Satanist For Friendship First - 33 (Downtown)
> To: "Lydia Workman" lydiaworkman@yahoo.ca>
>
>
> Received: Tuesday, October 27, 2009, 11:19 AM
>
>
> So now you must really hate me.Sorry about what happened last night, but I can’t really control
> what people do. I have a philosophy of not interfering and letting whatever insanity is lurking in the atmosphere manifest itself however it may. Your intuition was right though. Suzy ended up coming back to my place after. It was drunk and sloppy sex though. Barely worth the effort. She puked on my floor.
>
>
> Your posts have been causing a lot of embarassment for me. But as you can tell by now, I get off on that. You’re very threatening. Like playing with fire.
> I wonder what it would be like to be totally owned by you?
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> Fuck. I’m so hungover. Going back to bed.
>
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> On Sun, Oct 25, 2009 at 1:42 PM, Lydia Workman lydiaworkman@yahoo.ca> wrote:
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> That reminds me. I had a dream that you liked that whole postering campaign. I also had a dream a while back that I showed you some drawings and they all had vulgar words written all over them.
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> You are a lot of fun. I think maybe that ’fire of love’ incense I purchased to do Monday night’s magickal working had a profound affect. The love spell I did as a request for a friend. Maybe the energies are working for me as well.
>
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>
> I consider myself to be more of an exhibitionist than a dominatrix. I love that I was able to write that note. I adore attracting attention and it’s fun knowing that it has an affect on you. I change from day to day, of course. I am mildly embarrassed that I wrote that note, but I also find the whole thing incredibly thrilling.
>
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>
> I did your astrological chart a while back. I don’t have it memorized, but I am curious about
> you having a Scorpio moon and my moon in opposite sign of Taurus, but in the 8th house which is ruled by Scorpio. I don’t know if that would cause emotional chaos or maybe it means that we both have profound sexual needs on an emotional level. I will just have to see what happens as time goes by.
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> I love watching things happen as the transits occur. I am sure more excitement shall be in store.
>
> --- On Sun, 10/25/09, Mr Brown popopazuzu@gmail.com> wrote:
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> From: Mr Brown popopazuzu@gmail.com>
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> Subject: Re: Re: Seeking Dark Pagan or Satanist For Friendship First - 33 (Downtown)
> To: "Lydia Workman" lydiaworkman@yahoo.ca>
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>
> Received: Sunday, October 25, 2009, 12:18 PM
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>
> Oh. I just read your note from yesterday! You succeeded. My face did turn crimson reading that. As well
> as my cock becoming rock hard.I hope the girl I’m seeing doesn’t get wind of this. Or maybe I hope she does! ;)
>
> Trouble, trouble, trouble. Gets my spirit going.
> I used to get really hard thinking about how you did that poster campaign about your ex. I could imagine how humiliated he must have felt.
> I think that’s what attracts me to you. You’re a very dangerous woman.
>
>
>
> The kind of woman who knows how to deal with an insufferable whore like myself who deserves to be punished for how he treats people. You’re the embodiment of evil. I guess you are a powerful witch. Knowing that everybody is reading that note is making me cringe inside, yet at the same time it’s got me so horny I can’t concentrate.
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> I can only imagine how you’d make me serve you. Very interesting how this is turning out.
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> On Sun, Oct 25, 2009 at 11:28 AM, Mr Brown popopazuzu@gmail.com> wrote:
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> Not feeling too creative at the moment. Inspiration comes at strange times. Usually after no sleep for days. I’ve been in a bit of a depressed mood since coming back from my trip. Allowed? If anything were to happen you would have complete control. I like things to be a bit dangerous but not to the point of being life threatening. You would have pretty much free reign to use me any way you’d like. Not that you’d even deign to bother with such a worthless piece of shit egotist artist like myself.
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> If a wave of inspiration comes over me, I’ll write down a fantasy or two to amuse you.
> How are your dates going? I’m going back to bed. Maybe I’ll jerk off thinking about you making me lick your spit off of your bare feet.
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> On Fri, Oct 23, 2009 at 11:29 PM, Lydia Workman lydiaworkman@yahoo.ca> wrote:
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> --- On Fri, 10/23/09, Mr Brown popopazuzu@gmail.com> wrote:
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> Subject: Re: Re: Seeking Dark Pagan or Satanist For Friendship First - 33 (Downtown)
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> To: "Lydia Workman"
> lydiaworkman@yahoo.ca>
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> Received: Friday, October 23, 2009, 2:24 AM
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> I meet women on craigslist fairly often. It works better than I thought. I mostly respond to the ones in casual encounters though. A lot are spam, but it’s easy to pick out the real posts. The more debauched the better, of course.
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> I haven’t tried posting. Maybe I should.
> Skinny, balding dickhead with an ego the size of Mt. Everest seeks an evil bitch to put him in his place.
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> On Thu, Oct 22, 2009 at 11:20 PM, Lydia Workman lydiaworkman@yahoo.ca> wrote:
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> That’s interesting. I thought you read my status line. It was weird because you were the first to respond and you responded within minutes of my putting the ad up. I didn’t know it was you at first. Brown is such a common last name. I thought it was just a coincidence.
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> I like that you go through my posts and look for insults directed towards you.
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> I didn’t dream about you last night. I dreamed about that last guy I was seeing. I keep having these dreams where he won’t go away and I get really angry at him. I was hitting him and shoving him away with this big cane last night. I was yelling insulting things at him. I remember calling him a dork.
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> Have you met many women on craigslist? I haven’t tried meeting anyone yet, but I have a date for Sunday. It’s not going to involve sex or anything. I want to go back to the circles at the Wicca
> church and the date is before then. Anyway, this guy was more looking for a Satanist friend and not anything romantic. I think. I am confused. I am getting a number of responses.
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> Have you ever posted an ad yourself or do you just check them as they are posted?
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> --- On Thu, 10/22/09, popopazuzu@gmail.com popopazuzu@gmail.com> wrote:
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> From: popopazuzu@gmail.com popopazuzu@gmail.com>
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> Subject: Re: Re: Seeking Dark Pagan or Satanist For Friendship First - 33 (Downtown)
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> To: "Lydia Workman" lydiaworkman@yahoo.ca>
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> Received: Thursday, October 22, 2009, 3:26 PM
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> Interesting.
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> No, I hadn’t read your post on facebook. I don’t read them as you post them. They’re pretty long, so I wait for a few and then catch up.
> I just mostly skim through looking for your insults!
> I get excited reading them and imagine you insulting me in real life. My submissive tendencies center around humiliation scenes a lot, which is probably why I find it exciting. I do browse craigslist every day though.
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> For some reason I get a real thrill out of meeting women on there for short devilish trysts.
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> On Oct 21, 2009 11:22pm, Lydia Workman lydiaworkman@yahoo.ca> wrote:
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> > Ah. It’s okay. I used to drive someone crazy by always calling up telephone date lines when I was seeing them. Well... It started when we were living in different cities. I ended up dropping out of the fine art program I was in at the time and moved to Toronto. I kind of cheated on him and moved to Toronto as I wasn’t ready to dump him. It was a crazy time.
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> > Anyway, I was still hooked on them after I moved back to Toronto. I used to call them up and go out on little platonic type dates and all. I ended up feeling really dissatisfied
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> >
> > I really thought you had found my ad through my facebook. I had no idea you were looking through ads. I thought you were just being funny. I didn’t realize you didn’t know it was me.
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> > You kind of got my hopes up. I thought I had found my soul mate when I got that Crowley
> > quote. I love that poem. Don’t have it committed to memory or anything, of course.
> >
> > There is a lot of sexual energy in the air and it has been hard to concentrate on anything much today. I was so aroused that I didn’t get my laundry done, nor did I have time to bathe or shower. I went out looking like a bum in trousers and tousled hair. It was quite the day.
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> > I also was pestered by the fact that there happened to be an extremely attractive guy in at work for some reason. I kind of got nervous having to read the sales pitches and have him standing around.
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> Lol. You’ve ruined it for all the other guys who answered after you. You responded within minutes of my posting it. And, you quoted Crowley. The best I’ve got so far is this guy who professes to look exactly like Pan!
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> > --- On Wed, 10/21/09, Mr Brown popopazuzu@gmail.com> wrote:
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> > Subject: Re: Seeking Dark Pagan or Satanist For Friendship First - 33 (Downtown)
> > To: "Lydia Workman" lydiaworkman@yahoo.ca>
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> > Received: Wednesday, October 21, 2009, 9:59 PM
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> > No problem. I was surprised to find out it was you who posted the ad.
> >
> > I shouldn’t really be looking at ads, let alone answering them, as I am seeing somebody at the moment. But I can’t help it. It’s like an impish devil prods me to do these things sometimes. The problem is that when you are popular with women, you always are looking forward to the next. I
> believe in complete hedonism, so it’s hard to stay satisfied with one person.
> >
> >
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> > I’ll let you know of any other dreams I have. I was surprised to find out you have dominant fantasies. Very interesting!
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> > On Wed, Oct 21, 2009 at 12:25 AM, Lydia Workman lydiaworkman@yahoo.ca> wrote:
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> > Thanks for opening up to me. I really appreciate it. I was rather wounded for a couple of days and am very pleased to know that it was my own insecurities getting to me. Your reply to my personal ad has amused me and kept me cheered.
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> > You said I scare you, but you scare me too. I am extremely drawn to you and it is beyond my will or anything. I suppose that’s what it’s like being attracted to a person. No common sense or logic to it.
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> > I understand, of course, that you are very desirable. You are an interesting person and attractive. I feel silly
> about being drawn to a man who I am often told everybody has a crush on. Serves me right for being a cocky little bugger when I was in my 20s, I suppose.
> >
> >
> > It is nice to hear from you, but I also feel rather restless and wound and maybe a bit excited about it.
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> > --- On Tue,
> > 10/20/09, Mr Brown popopazuzu@gmail.com> wrote:
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> > From: Mr Brown popopazuzu@gmail.com>
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> > Subject: Re: Seeking Dark Pagan or Satanist For Friendship First - 33 (Downtown)
> > To: "Lydia Workman" lydiaworkman@yahoo.ca>
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> > Received: Tuesday, October 20, 2009, 8:30 PM
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> > I’ll let you know. Glad you found it interesting.
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> > On Tue, Oct 20, 2009 at 12:37 PM, Lydia Workman lydiaworkman@yahoo.ca> wrote:
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> > Do let me know if you have anymore. That last one was highly interesting. I shall have
> to re-read it to see how much of it can be imagined happening.
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> > --- On Tue, 10/20/09, Mr Brown popopazuzu@gmail.com> wrote:
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> > From: Mr Brown popopazuzu@gmail.com>
> > Subject: Re: Seeking Dark Pagan or Satanist For Friendship First - 33 (Downtown)
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> > To: "Lydia Workman" lydiaworkman@yahoo.ca>
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> > Received: Tuesday, October 20, 2009, 12:22 PM
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> > Hope your spell went well. No dreams tonight, so I believe you!
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> > On Mon, Oct 19, 2009 at 11:05 PM, Lydia Workman lydiaworkman@yahoo.ca> wrote:
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> > Thanks for sharing your dream with it.
> Very descriptive and interesting. Hope you enjoy work tonight.
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> > Tonight I am doing a magick working for someone. A love spell to be exact, but I am not up to any mischief and targeting you.
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> > --- On Mon, 10/19/09, Mr Brown popopazuzu@gmail.com> wrote:
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> > From: Mr Brown popopazuzu@gmail.com>
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> > Subject: Re: Seeking Dark Pagan or Satanist For Friendship First - 33 (Downtown)
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> > To: "Lydia Workman" lydiaworkman@yahoo.ca>
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> > Received: Monday, October 19, 2009, 4:54
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> > Something strange is going on. I had an extremely vivid dream last night where I was naked except for a dog collar and being led by you on a leash. You took me to the Ossington and made me sit at your feet and lick your boots while you berated me with all the negative things you’ve been
> saying about me in your notes while the customers stood around and laughed at me. Then it turned into some dark cellar and you were naked and wearing a black robe with silver sigils all over it. You spoke in Latin and told me it was time for the "Devil’s Kiss" and you turned around and told me to worship your asshole. Your head turned into a sea serpents head and then into a rams head and you were laughing and laughing! Then you held a chalice out to me and made me masturbate into it and then you squatted down and peed into it and mixed it up with a small bone or something. Then I woke up.
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> > I believe you that you haven’t done any magick, but it’s really strange that the dream was so vivid!
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> > I’m late. Have to run. I don’t know what’s going on. I feel kind of unhinged!
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> Mon, Oct 19, 2009 at 8:31 AM, Lydia Workman lydiaworkman@yahoo.ca> wrote:
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> > I have been stuck. If I try to fantasize about other men you keep coming back into my head. I also think it is weird at the bar because other men can flirt with me and it is strange with you around. I also get a bit jealous if I see you talking with other women. I don’t like being the jealous type, but those seem to be the natural feelings that come up.
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> > --- On Sun, 10/18/09, Mr Brown popopazuzu@gmail.com> wrote:
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> > Subject: Re: Seeking Dark Pagan or Satanist For Friendship First - 33 (Downtown)
> > To: "Lydia Workman" lydiaworkman@yahoo.ca>
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> > Received: Sunday, October 18, 2009, 11:48 PM
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> > The witching hour approacheth...
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> > On Sun, Oct 18, 2009 at 9:47 PM, Mr Brown popopazuzu@gmail.com> wrote:
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> > You keep getting stuck in my head too. That’s why I was wondering. I have very submissive fantasies about you dominating me. Then I got that message about what you were going to do to me at the bar and it freaked me right out.
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> > No. I just intuitively sense that you are interested in me in some way and I respond to it. I haven’t done any magickal workings to affect you. I was mixing up a love potion the day.... way, way back.... when you said I could send you dirty messages, but it was a general spell to attract love to my life. I didn’t do it to specifically get you interested in me. I was very pleased to get that message while mixing up a potion.
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> > But, I haven’t done anything specifically. You do tend to stick in my head a lot and I am trying to find ways to distract myself.
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> > --- On Sun, 10/18/09, Mr Brown popopazuzu@gmail.com> wrote:
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> > From: Mr Brown popopazuzu@gmail.com>
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> > Subject: Re: Seeking Dark Pagan or Satanist For Friendship
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> > First - 33 (Downtown)
> > To: "Lydia Workman" lydiaworkman@yahoo.ca>
> >
> > Received: Sunday, October 18, 2009, 9:32 PM
>