Hi everyone. i am new here. i just started getting intrestead in pagan/wicc this winter. you see i ended up in the hospital once for my depression anxity stress worry and ptsd this winter. and i almost ended up there a 2nd time but walked out of the hopstial the 2nd time. so then i went on the net looking for stuff to help me cope and manage my depression i do not believe there is a cure nor will i ever believe that so i do not wish for a debate on that. so i found acupuncture to be helpful. along with my meds doctor and case worker. then i looked up healing crystals one night just to see if there was such a thing. and to my amazment i found them i did not think there was such a thing. so i went and called a witch craft store and they had all the crystals i needed except one so i found the last one i needed on line for me at a web site called the wiccan way. so between all this i am coping and managing i still have my off days but i do my best. and between all this it helped me to discover not only is there God/Jesus father son and holy Ghost but mother earth the Goddess within and spirit guides and it has helped me to feel more connected to the earth i do believe and the nature around me. i really do not like winter is awful but i love spring summer and fall i am 30 yrs old i will be 31 on may 21 i am a gemini i am also a christian but open minded i do believe and i also happen to be bisexual.