Hello.
Everyone in this group and several other groups. Have inspired me to keep up the fight for the length that I have. Thank you.
But I can not fight this anymore. I hate to say it but I am giving up and letting it win. I can’t fight this anymore. I just can’t do this anymore. I am too weak and tired to fight this anymore.
Everyone of yall are a lot stronger person then I am or ever will be. Stay strong don’t let this disease beat you like it has me.
Sorry just rambling and wanted to let all of you know that all of u have inspired me. For your strength keep fighting.
Thanks
Christina

Christina,

Please don’t give up- don’t let ED win. You deserve better than that. What about all the strength, courage, and time you spent on recovery? It is NOT time yet.

What if all this fighting with Ed and with yourself is what is making you tired...making you weak? What if you surrender? Surrender yourself. Surrender to love-to acceptance...to self-worth. Cause we all know you are SO worth it.

Don’t give up- you WILL WIN!

sending love and hope,
-Carly

Christina,

YES. YOU. CAN.

Do NOT quit in the darkness. I have been there many times over the years. Life is cyclical - we can count on it. We have periods of light, followed by periods of darkness. Followed by periods of light, and then periods of darkness. And then periods of light....you get the picture.

This is how it is. Quitting now robs you of ever emerging from the darkness back into the LIGHT again.

You CAN do this. Humble yourself to the shared difficulty of the task at hand (because we are all just as strong, and we are all just as scared) and then FIGHT.

love Shannon

I thought over the last few months that I should give up as well. BUT I know that I have so much to live for being 16 and all. I can drive now! I finally get to go to school and not be in the hospital. Keep fighting!!!! YOU CAN DO IT!! It is very hard every day but that does not mean that you quit. Live for your family, your friends, and yes even live for YOU!
You can do it I have faith! I am sure that you are a wonderful person!!!

Just because you make one little slip up doesn’t mean you have to continue to fall. Don’t give up. Its always going to be there, but the more you fight it, the less it will bother you. It takes a much stronger person to eat, than to starve themself. Be the stronger one. I have been in your position many times. Maybe you have to hit rock bottom before you are ready to fight it with full force. Read my xanga blog. My account is eXXXposedED