Im writing you because you inspired me with your movies i was in a bad relation ship and you help me to realize that no one desevers that, i was with this person for 11 and a half years and he did his partying drugs drinking and etc. and he wouldnt work i did but for what he take mi money for his habbits and i was to scared to do any thing until you, your movies should help and inspire alot of people not just women but men also thats in a bad relationship, even if its just mentel abuse thats how mine started but it wont just from him it was from his mom to. but then he started geting violented and my best friend stoped him from chocking one night after he had kept me up for almost a week cause i didnt have money to give him for his habbit and then it got so bad that i would make up excuses to mi friends just to borrow the money because i did want to argue any more. i never messed with the stuff i didnt even drink but at one time mi friends stoped having anything to do with me because of him and mi cuzin and they thought he had me doing drugs and im talking addicted drugs but i wont and for tha reason they thought that was of the facted that i had lost alot of weight but it was because i did have alot of money to get any food and plus i didnt eat cuz i was worked alot and i was stressed out and stayed sick he also called me so many bad names that i didnt even care about mi self any more. i did even want to look in the mirrow at mi self, and i was also melested as a child, and the worstest thing i have three smart and very intelligent young adults but i had lost them to foster care because of him and a couple of other people.but there back with me now, and now i ve lost ever thing again mi house mi van section8 asstiance i have nothing i stay with a friend shes mi best friend shes been there but i cant keep staying with her she has children and grandchildren of her own, but anyways im trin to get every thing back but im so down on mi self im dinosed as mantic depresstion. and i pray sometimes that he will come take me to heaven, if i have to keep living like this. and i dont want to keep seeing mi kids suffer i feel there ashamed of me and in barrssed for me to be a round. and im a good hearted person i do for any body even give the shirt off mi back. and then theres this lil girl i was keeping her mom just left her with me the lil girl shes two now but i got as a baby untill she was one year and eleven months old then her mom got out of jail and she took her and i havent seen her sence (nov 9 2007) it broke mi heart so bad i went into a depresstion but then i realize that mi kids needed me to but i will always love her like mi own with every thing in mi heart she was like mi own she even started calling mi kids sissy and bubba and mi new boy friend daddy but where ok with it now nut plez just pray for her cuzs she gets left with just any body her mom dont care cuz shes out there like that to selling her body and drugs she even took the baby when she went out sometimes shes gaven the baby liqur and blowed weed in her face to make her go to sleep i pray for every day for her safty, but any ways keep us in you’lls prayers and if youknow anyone that can help me or get me back on mi feet i would really appeciate it from mi heart if you give them mi email address or something or you just email me plez thank you so very much P.S. and i want to go back to school so if you know anyone that can help and a tooter i would appeciate that also thank and god bless you know god is good all the time april