to find all that is true and pure for me i must stand alone talking only to my peers that sustain the knowledge of what i caould only start to explain, in the world of wonders i strive for slumber but i can only see right throw it all. in my times alone for the past severaal days i have acomplished so much more than with others maybe i'm just an out cast or i'm to intelligent for them to see what it really means to be me, another night i could only ask for the dreams now will become part of my hellish past what is it that brings me back? tonight my dear friends is an awakening and aweful beautiful thing that i have dreamed of for so long another day in the past is another day of my future and without it all i scream for more. times have changed so violently i beleive them to be but what is it that i can see them without me, listen to these words i write and follow this only advice there is no other time then now to become internally free, let go of all your ties and just breathe!