i promised her i would not smoke anymore for her and her brother and sister....now she is no longer with us,i have to keep my promise and its hard with everything i have been dealing with!

I am so sorry for your loss. I can’t imagine how difficult that must be. However hard that promise is to keep at times. It’s one that will help you and your other children. I quit smoking in November 2000, after promising my nieces and nephews I would try to quit. It takes a while but every day that you win the battle to not smoke is easier than the last. I know that I am a stranger to you, but congratulations on beating the smoking habit. I’m proud of you.

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your sentiment is beautilful! you inspire me!

Wow, my heart goes out to you (((( HUGS ))))).

Hang in there - I am sure you never wanted a cigarette more, but it really is not worth the temporary fix.

Oh my god! I am SO sorry, you are still doing a good thing and she is proud of you. You are a special person. God bless.........

aww how sad
but would you rather be able to be there for the rest of your kids or have another cigarette? my grandmother had the same issue but she got through it. i have the utmost confidence in your goal

well then i guess you can start smoking again XD

was she killed by second hand smoke?